I don't want to be that guy, and care and have to settle. I don't want to be that guy who gives and doesn’t get back. Yes its going to hurt, and it’s gonna suck and hurt till I get over it, but I don't want to be that again, once is enough. I don't want to give and not get back. So maybe I have to let go even though I don't want to. Maybe saving myself is the best choice. If I'm not worth it, then I'm not worth it. Ultimately, there is nothing you can do about that. It’s just hard for someone to say ‘I'm sorry, you’re just not worth it,’ but I think it flows right out when it’s showed.
I notice these things, I’ve always have. So I've been showed I’m not worth it, and yes it sucks, but it’s better to realize it now than later. Somewhere along the line, I realized I deserved something, and that was such a long time ago, but maybe, someday, it will pay off. Someday they won’t sleep through it… That someday, I’ll be worth it to someone and that day I will make it worth it to them.
Today is the greatest day of my life.
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