Lacrimosa. Why I don't recap, las chicas of Bilingual Ed and strippers?

I keep battling my shortcomings as a writer. This time I want to write a really sad heart break song . Lost love or something like that. Something vulnerable and sorta pathetic, ie "Ven y dime como hago." Which is guy saying, 'damn you left me broken hearted, things suck, i dont know what to do. Tell me how i can forget you since you seem to have done a great job forgeting me.' OR "Lacrimosa," which is an allusion to a Mozart piece, and is a latin word meaning lagrimas que flueyen o llena de lagrimas. Which is in itself a great title methinks because it also doubles as the name of the girl being adressed. Besides you cannot go wrong with Mozart as your background music. "Lacrimosa" is basically guy saying 'this is what is left of me, you were my everything and now you have left me and you suck." jaja or something. I can never get there, to that part of human honesty in regards to love gone wrong, I don't think many people do. I want to get there (in a strickly writing manner of course, I can do without love gone wrong. Which coincidently could be my problem.... hmmm any heartbreakers out there?)

I keep trying to write about what I did, like most people do, in order to keep others involved in what they are doing. The weekened recap, the funny thing that happened in whereever, the thing that pissed them off last sunday, pero no puedo. No se porque, just hard. Not hard, but not so inately divulged from inside of me. This weekened was fun, I saw many a wonderful people. Some that I hadn't seen in a while. I was quite the social bug. Cosa que no pasa muy a menudo, pero pasa. I'll work on the details despues.

I wanna write about the wonderful world of non-native girls who are bilingual education or Spanish majors. That is the most amazing thing ever. Learning a language is hard work, but yet there they are, taking classes, learning spanish, loving it and the culture and everything else. It is the most amazing thing ever, I am just in awe of all of them. I can't really explain it, why they aren't fighting off guys with a stick, I will never know. or maybe they are and I just don't know it...

There is nothing sexier than the spanish language coming out of a non-native speaker. Which reminds me of the stripper incident of 2003, not to be confused with the 2005 version, which coincidently did not include spanish but was a lot of fun.