Like the sand the moon and the sea shore.

There will be a time in your life when love will become real. Essential. When it will be crucial, not one night stands or high school crushes, nor lust. And - it - will – be beyond vital. Detrimental to the life you will live, and the future it will have. It will be life and death; Mouth wide open it will lose all superficiality, and it won’t have big muscles or firm breast and it won’t come with a size 4 dress, or bulging biceps, and it won't be about who is prettier or who has more money, but about who is sweetest and who treats you best. Mature love, real love will come and be so needful that there won’t be any choice but to adhere to it, no matter how unattractive your friends might think your girlfriend or boyfriend might be. And this love will come and it will make you regret how promiscuous you were or still are, or how vain and it will make you wish that your last time was the only time. And this love will come in the form of freedom when you are in a well, and nothing else will matter other than if you don't catch it you will die a lonely death. And it won’t be puppy love, or a trophy love and it will have nothing to do with sex, or physical appearance and it will be clear as a summer night and the foggy superficial glasses will clear and sense will seep into your reasoning as if teenage angst and lust had never created it. And it will change you, because if it doesn't you will lose it.

So what will you do? When you realize that the past wasn't just practice. Will you wait till that day comes, or will you read this and start getting ready for it so it doesn’t pass you by when it comes to you, so you aren’t passed by, because in reality high numbers do matter and we are judged on past behavior and maybe we are as ugly as we never dare to admit.. Will you get ready for it, or compensate for it, like half the world by marrying that whom you will later realize you weren't meant to be and now have shared custody with. Will you fight for it, for those who deserve you, and are worthy of all this, the invisible ones who will treat you right or maybe this doesn’t apply to you, maybe it doesn't matter, but there will be a time when love, real love comes through your door, with a long golden road full of contentment and warmth and fill every void and it will be so grand and pure and only sensed and felt with the heart and mind and you will wish you deserved and were worthy of it, and for the last time, reciprocated.